once again looking at switching up jobs into something quite serious. I've passed many milestones over the last 12 months and i haven't really sat down to appreciate how much has changed and how much better things are. Sometimes i think that's just a symptom of being me though. I don't really know if i'm ever going to happy where i am at, be it work life or otherwise. I'm built to just keep it moving i guess and that's just the way it is. Or maybe i really do just need to stop and think for awhile. Maybe change isn't the way to happiness, maybe it's acceptance or something like that. Just sitting down, committing to the choices i've made and working at them until it becomes the best version of what it can be. hopefully that's it. Or who knows maybe the change is the better option, or maybe it's a temporary fix until i get bored again. I guess we'll find out soon.
Trying to summon the energy to work on music, on top of staying fit and working 50+ hours a week. How do I find more time for this stuff? I'm already sleeping less than 6 hours a night.
starting a new/old job in 2 days. Going to back to a place i used to hate, but which now by comparison seems like the better move. I'm nervous that i acted hastily in accepting the position and may end up hating it again, but that might just be the way my brain is set up. Oh well, i guess we shall see in the coming week! good luck to everyone out there, stay positive!
surprise, surprise. I ended up hating it again in less than a year. I'm pursuing a whole new career now so we'll see how that goes. I think i just get bored with stuff and end up jumping ship for a temporary relief. hopefully this next thing sticks, i've put in alot of thought and effort on this.
out of the blue, my car broke down today and i had to limp it 20 minutes back home to take a look at it. i gotta say i was pretty discouraged for awhile wondering how long and how much money it was going to be to fix it, but about six hours later and less than $200 it's running again. i'm always glad when something turns out to be much simpler fix than what you originally think. this would be a great moment to reflect on in the future. i often lose sight of the easy parts of life when i get real in the weeds of negativity.
that car ended up finally being unfixable a couple months ago and now i'm rolling around in a brand new honda with a brand new note. It's an upgrade for sure, many positives but i'm going to miss that old jeep :(
I'm about to make a big decision regarding my job and I'm not 100% sure if I'll be happy. All I know is I gots to get the hell out of here and soon. I hear that most people kinda hate their job but just deal with it so they can get back home and watch TV or whatever. I wish I could do that. I have too much I want to do to waste all of my time here.
i really wish i had that old school mentality of just continuing to crack at it until the end. But it just drives me crazy honestly. I'm old school in a lot of ways but this ain't one of them.
Hello! I'm 34 and just starting to realize I haven't done many of the things I wanted with my life. Starting this site can be one off the list, and I'm learning and taking steps to start moving in a better direction. It's never too late to improve yourself. How are you?
once again looking at switching up jobs into something quite serious. I've passed many milestones over the last 12 months and i haven't really sat down to appreciate how much has changed and how much better things are. Sometimes i think that's just a symptom of being me though. I don't really know if i'm ever going to happy where i am at, be it work life or otherwise. I'm built to just keep it moving i guess and that's just the way it is. Or maybe i really do just need to stop and think for awhile. Maybe change isn't the way to happiness, maybe it's acceptance or something like that. Just sitting down, committing to the choices i've made and working at them until it becomes the best version of what it can be. hopefully that's it. Or who knows maybe the change is the better option, or maybe it's a temporary fix until i get bored again. I guess we'll find out soon.
Trying to summon the energy to work on music, on top of staying fit and working 50+ hours a week. How do I find more time for this stuff? I'm already sleeping less than 6 hours a night.
Unbearably ill in Nashville, have a nice day 🤟
starting a new/old job in 2 days. Going to back to a place i used to hate, but which now by comparison seems like the better move. I'm nervous that i acted hastily in accepting the position and may end up hating it again, but that might just be the way my brain is set up. Oh well, i guess we shall see in the coming week! good luck to everyone out there, stay positive!
out of the blue, my car broke down today and i had to limp it 20 minutes back home to take a look at it. i gotta say i was pretty discouraged for awhile wondering how long and how much money it was going to be to fix it, but about six hours later and less than $200 it's running again. i'm always glad when something turns out to be much simpler fix than what you originally think. this would be a great moment to reflect on in the future. i often lose sight of the easy parts of life when i get real in the weeds of negativity.
I'm about to make a big decision regarding my job and I'm not 100% sure if I'll be happy. All I know is I gots to get the hell out of here and soon. I hear that most people kinda hate their job but just deal with it so they can get back home and watch TV or whatever. I wish I could do that. I have too much I want to do to waste all of my time here.
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Hello! I'm 34 and just starting to realize I haven't done many of the things I wanted with my life. Starting this site can be one off the list, and I'm learning and taking steps to start moving in a better direction. It's never too late to improve yourself. How are you?